6:16 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Alright. I understand that I haven't been religiously updating my blog, but I'll try. Lately, I've been addicted to going to the bbc website. Thanks to Miss Roslie I guess. Not that I mind though. It's fun to read off the webb than from the newspaper. To be honest I'm updating due to a request my friend, Cheryl, made. So you ought to really be thanking her. Both of us have really gone bonkers if you ask me. I'm not going to reveal why but really we have. Plus, Denise joined us too! Oh what jolly good fun we had! On tuesday Its going to craziness galore! It is a pity though that there are too many projects during this month. This is definately not a good holiday, but complaining about it won't get me very far now will it? Currently me and Denise are chatting online, and its been really funny.
I've been pretty much down in the dumps these days, but I really want to go to Sri Lanka. I miss her soo much. I really do, but if I think hard enough, and pray hard enough, I see her. I really can, but only in my mind. I do realise its selfish of me to want her by my side, but i mean it's only human of me. I guess. It really is so hard to let go. It's like, a balloon. A balloon is nice, and when you accidently let go of it you really regret not holding on to it do you? Same here, its exactly the same. Well enough of the depressing topics. Cheryl this entry is so-so dedicated to you! My partner in crime!
Home
It's been a long road,
and I'm glad I've reached the end.
I can now look back and laugh,
at the silly mistakes I've made.
The happy moments I shared with my loved ones,
the angry moments I shared with those I argued.
It's been too long,
but now I'm finally home.
I've waited for this moment,
from a long time ago.
Now I can run to his open arms and say,
"How I've missed you so".
He'll smile and he'll say,
"You do realise I've been by your side everyday?"
Then we'll burst into laughter,
as he takes my hand and guides me home.
6:48 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Okie! I'm finally back! Did you miss me? The only reason I am updating today is to honour a few people I met! My way of showing my appreciation to these people though I don' know there names. Please tune in tomorrow for that particular entry! BB!
5:52 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Great. I am such a liar. I can't believe I lie to myself. What's the use. Life isn't the same. Never will be. What am i doing with my life? just following what my parents want me to do. I hate my life. What part of it should I like. Except for PB and drama clu I guess. last day of school tomorrow, last day of chairman duties too. Yeah? Next year the sec 1 cohort will become the sec2 cohort. Boohoo. We are getting old. I just wonder what blogs are for? To rant your temper and let it all out? To critisize people publicly? To show of your blogskins? What do you do with yours? Well forget what I just said. It was just the rambling of me. When will the door to the cage finally open, so that I can finally fly free? Probably never. I'm just going to stay in this cage for life. i never will see the outside world. Not that i mind. it will save me the hassle of going through what's out there. Maybe if I chant it out enough it will come true? Hmmmmm. not a bad idea. My mom just came and started to scream at me to get of the computer. She said I have been here tooo long. Is 1 HOUR long? I can't take this anymore. Not any of this. Nothing. I jus have to lock myself deeper. I won't cry. I won't be defeated.
--- Dramagal ---
6:09 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
I will be going back to Sri lanka for the holidays but whats the use. She isn't going to be there. Life just wont be the same there without her. I don't think we will be celebrating christmas this year. I highly doubt that. Oh well. i am looking forward to see my paternal grandfater and maternal grandmother. Not to forget my other cousins and relatives. Oh well life goes on I guess. It's raining cats and dogs outside. Depicts my mood. Moving on. I finally got the green light from my parents to volunteer at the SPCA or an elderly home. I think it is going to be way fun! What is the meaning of life?The one thing that scientists can't answer. Only four more days until school ends, I am not to sure if I should be happy or sad. Four.Four more days. Oh well. Keep moving on.
I'm drifting away, in the sky, away to a faraway place, a place where troubles don't exist, where worries are just myths, where life truly is sweet, where sorrow fades away, like the sunset in the sky, but alas, I drift back, into this space called life, where reality exists, and the faraway place is just a fantasy, drifting away into the clouds and into the sky, a place I possibly cannot see, a place which does not exist, a place which one would call dreams, like a ship in the ocean, it drifts aimlessly, in the vast ocean I call life.
---Done by Dramagal---
11:29 PM